convexer's dumpster site

This is my garbage site. It's supposed to be garbage, which I'm told is liberating. You aren't supposed to like it, or me.

I created this site because I wanted a site where I could talk about personal shit, particularly gender politics, regular politics, and my assorted gender issues. Goal is to write more freely/stream of consciousness instead of trying to edit myself and play it safe. There will be some questionable punctuation and design decisions.

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"If I have peed farther, it is by standing on the shoulders of giants."

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: Confessional

Sike! You thought I was going to have a consistent title theme (minimalistic thing with just the date) but now I'm not doing that anymore because I'm writing again today and couldn't decide what to do with that.

I'm trying to start a confessional kind of thing, where people can send me their intrusive thoughts and I can bless them with the reassurance that having a bad thought doesn't make you a bad person. This is important to me because it's an issue I struggle with personally.

I'm worried that by doing this, I will actually just attract a bunch of genuinely awful people who want me to agree with their awful thought, but I'm hoping that this sentence will serve as a kind of magic spell that will ward off those people and attract those who are more like me, who are basically decent people who make occasional mistakes and struggle with scrupulosity.

You can email me at convexer@proton.me.

Today I am feeling kind of crummy. I can see a lot of ways for the world to far apart and I don't see it getting better anytime soon. I don't think anyone has a plan, even the people I really respect, even myself. There are no adults in the room. We are just freeballing it, every single time.

I said that I wouldn't get obsessed with tooling for this webpage, but then I went again and did again, came up with a new rule I have to follow, which is that I have to run html-tidy on the page after I save it. This isn't much of a burden but it could develop into one.